Sorry I missed out on yesterday’s blog but even my eyeballs were hurting!
So here I lay continuing to ride the storm in my protected, air conditioned, sterile room high above London, with the most amazing views.
Unfortunately I had a pretty rough night. If I’m not tossing and turning or getting up to visit the bathroom then various machines are bleeping in my ear. The nurses have to come in and out to take regular obs and put up another IV medication or transfusion etc. This is not conducive to a good nights sleep even if my body wasn’t aching and I wasn’t constantly feeling like I was about to throw up. Still that was yesterday and it’s behind me now.
This morning dare I say I am feeling slightly better, if you ignore the short bout of sickness earlier. I am even wondering if I dare try some Rice Krispies this morning. Having not eaten anything now for at least 5 days you might think I may be losing a little weight, oh no not me, I have actually put on about 7kg’s!
The good news is that my neutrophils are rising and are up to 1.3. This means the new stem cells are graphing into my bone marrow. Soon my own immune system will improve and start to help my body to repair and hopefully keep that annoying temperature down.
Thank you all for sticking by my side you are my Rock.
As you can see I am not feeling so good. Temperature rose to 39.3 at one point. Needed oxygen, platelets and blood.
But besides all that my mouth feels a little better.
Riding the storm
I am riding the storm well but it’s pretty fierce. Last night was particularly rough and this morning I still have a temperature of 38.3. But I’m still smiling and in between the low points I perk up as this photo shows.
I am on a morphine pump and that together with Colin’s special cocktails I am doing OK during a difficult period. Only a few days to go and things should start to look better.
I am now flat neutropenic and I am suffering. Yesterday and last night were not good. Too many ailments to go into details. And this this will be short. Nothing isn’t as expected I am just riding the course.It was so refreshing to read, that a fellow health professional and myeloma sufferer, was expeririencing the same problems as me a month ago but yesterday left for a holiday to Francs.
There is life after transplant and I am looking forward to it.
Thank you for all your good wishes
Well I am definitely Neutropenic now. Today I start my GSF injections which aim to help chivvy on my immune system. So I should be starting on an upward trend. If this is so I think I have got away more than lightly. True my throat is very sore and my diet consists of not much more than ice pops at the moment. And what comes out the other end is less than pleasant but so far I haven’t had any of the sickness I was dreading.
To keep myself uplifted I am recording the days on my whiteboard so that I can see how I am doing. I saw my lovely stem cell nurse yesterday and she was delighted on my progress and reckoned I would be home in about a weeks time. I just need to get my temperature under control. Fingers are all crossed.
I hope you are all OK.
Thank you for your continuos support.
Just a quick update.
Feeling pretty groggy this morning as my temperature remains at 38.2 despite numerous ice pops.. My throat is also extremely sore make swallowing anything pretty difficult.
But….. besides those minor irritations all is going well. Yesterday I even had a visit from a lovely aromatherapist, which was a very relaxing experience and just what the doctor ordered.
Kate and Mum are popping in to play nurse maid today as Colin has to get the car fixed. It will be great to see them but they may find me a little quieter than usual. Probably not a bad thing.
The care I am receiving here at UCLH couldn’t be better. The nursing staff are particularly skilled and very holistic in their approach. Nothing is too much trouble.
Have a good day
I’ve just painted my nails which I think gives a good indication of how I am doing so far. Although I spiked a temperature yesterday afternoon it seems to have settled down again. I can only report a rather sore mouth this morning. So far I am more than happy with progress.
The sun is shining and all is well with the world. Well at least at 7.58am it is. Unfortunately the world of Myeloma can be pretty unpredictable but I am keeping my fingers crossed for a smooth ride.
Forever the optimist
All is going pretty well. I am still up here on T16 with an amazing view over London. It looks a little overcast this morning but I think the sun will break through.
Yesterday was pretty good. It was very exciting to see my sister who came to give Colin a break and the opportunity to get back home and check up on things there. I hadn’t seen Kate for a while so it was lovely to see her looking so healthy and happy.
Apart from feeling pretty tired and a little upset tummy I think things are going better here than I expected. The room is now smelling lemon fresh, thanks to Tesco’s antibacterial wipes. We even managed to pinch a fridge from a vacated room! Colin returned last night and I think we both slept pretty well.
So let’s hope today is much of the same. I think I can cope with boring and uneventful at the moment. I know I am yet to become neutropenic and that I am likely to have a few rough days ahead but I shall practice my living in the moment and take full advantage of the lull before the storm .
Happy Sunday to you all
It all started off pretty promising, but I have learnt not to plan or get my hopes up about much. After hanging around in Ambulatory Care we managed to make it downstairs in time for a successful session with a counsellor. Then it was back up to Ambulatory Care to see the doctor before being allowed back to the Cotton Rooms for some much needed rest. Unfortunately just as we got settled back down, there was a call to return to Ambi Care as my potassium levels were pretty low, so I had to hang around there for another three hours or so. Finally we go back to the Cotton rooms and I settled down in my PJ’s. I took my temperature about 5.30 and oh dear it was 38.2 not a good sign. I thought I would just leave it half hour before taking again but unfortunately it was the same. This meant contacting Ambi Care who instructed us to get down to A&E. Another 3 hours later I was finally sent up to the ward where I hung around for another 45 mins or so before a nurse finally came to see me and relieve me of the drug I was holding up, that was supposedly going into my pick line.
Oh dear, I do look glum!
So here I am on T16 room 20. It’s not the best of rooms as I think it smells of piss. (Sorry) I do however have a good view over London and an en suite shower room.
Last night I slept on and off, in between the various visits from the nurses for obs etc.
Who knows what today will bring. My temperature seems to have gone back down. I suppose it would be too much to hope to be sent back to the Cotton Rooms?
Happy Birthday to me!
The Stem Cell Transplant went well thanks to the excellent nursing staff in Ambulatory Care at UCLH. It was all over relatively quickly really. I am feeling very sick but otherwise all is OK. I am hoping to get a better nights sleep tonight as last night I don’t think I slept any more than one hour if that!
So feeling rather weary I shall just leave you with a few visuals from today’s experience.
Love to you all xxx